The Hardest Decision

            I had the worst situation with my father. It happened when I was in 3^rd grade of senior high school. The worst situation was persuading my father to support me to continue my study in UNDIKSHA. Actually, my father always agrees with my all decision except study in this university. He didn’t tell me the reason behind it. I did everything to make my father deal with my decision. My father being stubborn and it made me almost gave up tackling this situation. The hardest situation ever was persuading my father to deal with my decision to study in UNDIKSHA.

            My father and I always have different opinion when decide about my future school. It happened because of our personality. My father and I are stubborn. We never have the same opinion when discuss that topic (about my future school) because we have different option of my university. My father wanted me to be a nurse and continue my study in university which concern about health. In the other hand, I wanted to continue my study in UNDIKSHA because that’s my dream since I was at elementary school.

            One day, when I came home, my father didn’t talk to me. I didn’t know the reason why my father being likes that. My mother told me that my father was angry with me. I stuck for a moment, and then I remembered about my favorite university. I registered in UNDIKSHA without his permission. I didn’t think that my father knew about my registration. I tried to talk to him, but he was very angry with me. He didn’t want to talk to me. He hit my bedroom’s door until it broken down. I shocked and cried out loud.

            This situation made me realize that how hard to change someone decision, even your father and I promised with myself that I wanted to prove I can be one of students in UNDIKSHA. I did everything to make father trust with my decision. I studied very hard and also bought some test books to support my study. I showed him how serious I was with my decision. He saw my effort to reach my dream. I was surprised when he didn’t go to work on my test and chose to accompany me to Singaraja. I was very happy and speechless with his action.

            The worst situation made me learn a lot that everything that I want will come true if I do much effort to reach it. It was not easy for me to change my father decision about my future university and saw him angry with me. Finally, I did my best to show him that I was serious with my decision (study in UNDIKSHA ) and then he believe with my chose.

I Could Tackle My Hyper Phobia for the First Time

            I had a memorable experience of my life. It happened when I was in 1^st grade of senior high school. I had a phobia of standing in high place (hyper phobia). I didn’t know the reason of my fear, I just confused and wanted to fall down if I stood in high place. I tried to face several times, but it was hard for me. That condition happened before I joined the scout club in my school. The scout’s experience led me to tackle my fear of standing in high place (hyper phobia) for the first time.

            When I stood on the table to clean the window, I remembered about my fear that made me always afraid to stand in high place. Suddenly, I felt some cold sweat in my face, breathless, and frighten there. Nana saw my foot was trembling and tried to help me out from that situation. She took me to the chair near the class.  Then, I told her about my fear and she listened seriously. She told me to join the scout club because she believed that the scout club has many activities which make me become an active and a brave person. I never imagine it before, but I thought it was the best idea. So, I decided to join and became a member of the scout club.

            Every six months, the scout club held a camping for three days in Abiansemal. At first, I felt afraid of the activities in the camp because I knew from the senior that we would play some challenging games. One idea came out from my mind, I wouldn’t come in scout’s camp. I told to my senior that I couldn’t attend the scout’s camp because I had a ceremony in my house. Nana knew that I was lying and she reminded me the reason I joined this club. I thought that she was right and I joined the camp by the forced of Nana.

            We almost spent two days in Abiansemal and in second day we had the exploration time.  At first, I still felt good and did the game happily because it started with a lot of fun games. When I reached the last game, my face looked pale and I just stared at the game without doing anything. On the last game, I had to go down from the clift by rope and reached the finish’s line. I felt my foot was trembling and I haven’t known what happened then, I thought I was unconscious. My friends and seniors tried to wake me up and they helped me to pass the last game until I finished it. I was very happy because I passed my hyper phobia for the first time. Then, I went back home with impressive experience that could change my fear forever.

            The experience made me realize that one way to tackle my hyper phobia was coming from me. I am proud of myself because I can prove that I was brave enough to tackle my hyper phobia, even though I got unconscious at first. I got some impressive experience, started when I told my hyper phobia to Nana and she told me to join the scout club, I joined the camp by the forced of Nana, passed all the challenging games and of course against my fear. So, the scout’s experience gave me a chance to tackle my fear for the first time.

My Close Friend

            Do you have a close friend? Do you always spend your time with your close friend? What do you think about your close friend? For me a close friend is someone who cares to me. My close friend is always besides me whenever I feel happy, sad, and disappointed. I always spend my time with my close friend. I can’t stay away from her for several days because without my close friend is like crumbly and hopeless. That’s why I have a close friend. My close friend is Anak Agung Raka Candra Dewi. There are several things that make me adore with her, start from the first time we met, her personality, and how she cares to me.

            We met for the first time in OKK because we were in one group. At first I met Candra, I wasn’t closely and overly impressed with her. Candra doesn’t talk too much with a person that she doesn’t know well. I might think that she’s hard to get along with. I didn’t notice about her after we met several times. I didn’t pause to gaze down upon her face when we had a chat. Who knows that tiny insignificant curiosity was what made me take notice and start paying attention to her. Start from OKK we become a close friend until now.

            Candra has a great personality. She is an organize person. She can manage her schedule very well. Candra is a responsible student because she always takes care of her duty and finishes it on time, for example she always submits the assignment on time. Sometimes I talk some secrets to her and she can keep the secret very well and won’t talk about it with others. I think she is a nice friend.

            Candra always cares to me. She is the person who always beside me and understand me well. She always listen my entire story without showing her boring face. When I have problems, Candra will give me some advices and help me to solve the problems. Furthermore, if I do not understand about the lesson, she explains to me patiently.

            Anak Agung Raka Candra Dewi is my close friend that I admire so much. Throughout many months of knowing Candra, I still look at her and adore in every single things about her. From the first time we met, her great personality, and the way she cares to me are make me comfortable beside  her.

My Adorable Best Friend

            What do you think about your best friend? Do you think having a best friend is important? Do you ever adore with your best friend? For me having a best friend is really important. I can live without computer and TV but, I can’t live without a best friend. Living without a best friend is like crumbly. My best friend is someone who cares and always besides me whenever I feel happy or sad. Gita Dewa Huti is my best friend. I adore in every single thing about her, such as her appearance, her personality, and the way she cares to me.

            From her head to her toes, Gita is one of good looking members in the class. Her dark eyes and long black hair give her an instantly intimidating look. Her eyes usually gleam soft and bright. She has a pointed nose. Gita blessed with height and propositional body shape. Moreover, most of my male friends give her eight or better on the body scale. Some of my male friends do not pause to gaze down upon her face and shoulder when Gita walks in front of them.

            In addition, Gita has a good personality. She is a responsible person. She always takes care everything well. Gita is also an organize girl. That’s why she can manage her time and schedule very well. Gita often shows her empathy if her friends get a hard time (sadness), for example: Gita will help her friends by giving advice if her friends need it. She loves her parents so much. She always listen every advice from them. I think, she is a polite girl because she knows how to talk to someone who is older than her.

            Gita is a really good friend for me. She is the person who understands me well. She always cares to me. When I have a problem, she will give me a piece of advice and help me to solve the problem. Furthermore, she is a reliable person and sometimes I tell my secret to her and she can keep the secret very well. I think, I am very lucky that having a best friend like her.

            I’ve tried to describe my best friend that I adore so much. With hope, everyone can see my best friend as I do through the power of my words. I still look at her and adore the swift grace in her movements. She ceases to amaze me with her appearance, good personality, and the way she cares to me.